trying to be independent gets very lonely at times.
i guess my definition of 'independent' is quite severe.
there's not a single person who can survive being alone forever.
but being alone is hugely liberating.
there's a sense of freedom that is amazing.
but then you get close to someone,
you spend time together,
and suddenly when you're alone
instead of feeling awesome,
it gets pretty lonely.
i still love being alone.
but i don't like feeling lonely,
or being dependent on someone else.
my good mood depends a lot on that person's presence.
is something i don't mind depending on.
all hail coffee.