when you find yourself having 'feelings'
and every day, you picture your heart
and mentally scrape off the parts
that don't belong to you anymore.
i'm not yet ready to fall in love.
but sometimes.. sometimes,
you find yourself falling anyway.
this is futile, but i'm persistent.
i have to remind myself at times
that i'm just a normal human being;
to love and be loved
is only deeply human.
it's not yet the right time.
keep your pokerface on.
hide your feelings.
because this is temporary.